I knew everything happens with a reason but I found none for my situations.How could God allow so much problems in life??Why was I choosen amongest so many people in this world?Was I a calamity?Was I getting?;and if so what for?Is God even for real??These were some of the million questions in mind with no answers-not a single one was answered.I broke down in tears every time I looked at my reflection in the mirror.Self pity,anger,self rejection,loneliness,self discrimination and alot of other weird emotions ate me up every single day.
On the second of june the year 2000,the day was fine and glorious since a mother had given birth to her beautiful baby girl after long months of waiting.Presuming the day was joyful,grand and splendid I deserved nothing but happiness and love for many months and years ahead in life.Little did I know that I was already in the jaws of fate and they would reap me.Before my birth my elder brother had died.He met his demise while he was fetching water at a well which was his everyday duty.May his soul rest with the angels.