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SYNOPSIS: Embargo laid on the heart, lies, Secrets,Hurt, Cries, Betrayal, Love and Friendship.
We all have the right to love to the fullest, but who we want to love and spend the rest of our lives with is a gamble and a choice. But then when it is forced and betrayal pops up, the path to love changes.
Ego, hatred and frustration sets in. To recover may take forever but entirely a choice of the heart.
You decide to get out of your situation or learn to live with it.
Am sorry Katie, Matts enveloped me in her arms while i cried on her shoulders soiling her top.
He is gone, Andy has finally killed me. Matts do not say that; you are going nowhere.
You will be fine, just give it time.
I was just not in the mood for Matts soothing words at the moment.
Why do i always end up with this kind of bad luck.
None of my relationship has ever lasted. One tragedy and broken heart after the other
I wailed and sat on the floor while onlookers watched vigorously but with a sad tone while murmuring their sorry’s.
Andy was my whole life, after all my previous relationships failed.
We had a lot of plans in our relationship. There were times we had our fights but we always patch up.
This time it is forever goodbye. His health became a problem. I stood by him. We got the best doctors for chemo and surgery’s but the last one snatched him off planet earth. When will i recover from this tragedy.
He is the only man that has accepted me for who I am. He gives me the affection I never got from my Dad.
I instantly stood up with so much energy and no regrets for what i just did to obviously a good woman.
Then i peeped through the theater window.
The light in the room was too bright, hence distracting me.
I saw my now ex gf walking blurry far away with her friend consoling her.
Then I felt a hand on my shoulder. Gentle man, it is Andy Sir!
Andy, why treat a good woman that way. From where i stand that woman loves you. But i do not get why you should fake your own death.
Doctor you would not understand. I keep playing the events of the past year in my head.
Help me understand, I know you only paid me to fake your brain tumor and death but you nearly killed her.
She spent one hour on drip from the news.
Am sorry, but she is just too much attached to me. I love her but not in the way she wants me to.
There is nothing wrong with her, I have found someone else i love more than her Doctor.
She has been through a lot in the past and this is the best way i could help her recover early.
I must admit you are heartless.
Our deal is over Mr. Andy; I will send you back what you payed me. I refuse to be a part this torture.
He said and walked out on me
You have been through enough doesn’t mean you should hold up your happiness
You deserve to be happy, my three best friends told me in a serious tone over one of our coffee mornings.
I just shrugged and continued sipping my coffee, because I had already made up my mind not to listen to Anthon, James and not even drake the closes among the three friends.
My parents Mr. and Mrs. Santa are beginning to think am into women
It has been 4years since my last break up with my seventh boyfriend
Each of my relationships thought me enough to put a barricade over my heart, especially the last one
I kept playing the drama that unfolded in Mandela’s house when I went over to drop some of my belongings unannounced since we planned to move in together,
Then I heard Drakes voice and James shaking me
Kate are you with us, I came out of my reverie and gave them a fake smile
You have been out like 5mins, said drake.
I met drake who was already friends with those two, the day I rushed out of Mandela’s house confused.
I bumped into him by the roadside, after I left my car over at Mandela’s house and rushed out of the building like a freak, with no particular place in mind.
Since then he had been there throughout the healing process, and introduced his other two friends
I must admit am yet to heal after 4years, but am almost there since I do not cry about it that much.
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