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This is a short story titled “The Confessions of a teenager”
This little story of Johnpaul,a p--n addict, is an eye opener.
We hope you find it interesting.
PROLOGUE
I have to put this down so that
whoever gets to
read it will learn of the miserable
life I lived, if at
the end, I choose the path of
death tonight.
My name is Johnpaul. I am a
little above fourteen years of age
and addicted to
p*rnography.
Before the end of
today, I want to put an end to
this, or put an end to my life. Lying down here on
my hard bed, nothing else
bothers me but this
darkness. This Iroko tree has
stayed too long and
its leaves have made a mess of
my life like a pig’s
abode.
If I cannot be free alive, I will go for it dead. I do not want
to have anything to do with
p*rnography any longer. I am
shrinking in this
darkness, and I need light. Just
some minutes ago, I almost Molested a n
innocent young girl. This is
silly!
So, I am writing this in
anticipation of my
funeral. If I just do not get a way to end all of this, I will end my life.
I want to be able to say no to
p*rnography and do
without it. If I do not break free
from this inner
darkness, I will forever deny my eyes of the
brightness of the sun. I want to
stop. I want to go to the Internet
and not
go near p*rnography. I want to
look at the opposite sex and not feel guilty.
I want to close my eyes and imagine positive things instead of nude girls.
I just
want to be free.
It
has to be this night!
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Watch out for episode 1 soon.
http://www.storiesmagic.comEPISODE 1
My name is johnpaul.You may be
wondering why i want to take my life
to end it all.yes,i have made up my
mind to take my life,to be free.
To be
free from everything. The pains and the shame.
Some certain
circumstances in this world has made
me a changed person.
A changed
person on the evil side.
I am going to tell you how it all began.
My problem began the day my father brought
home a fourteen-inch
television
set, and a video
disc player that was silver
coloured. I was ten years old, about leaving
primary
school.I was happy,knowing
that we now have a television
in our house,though my father
didn’t allow us watch the television most of the time.
“go inside and read your
books”he always said.
I once heard kenneth whisper
to kelvin”he would soon leave
for one of his business trip.we shall see if he will carry the
television with him”
Our father returned from a
business trip only a month ago
and everyone knew he would
soon embark on another business trip.
I wondered when
he would put and end to those
business trips of his
.
After dad left for his business
trips we were
already used to, the two pieces of electronics
became Kenneth’s property.
He
was the first child
of the family. He knew how to
operate the TV and
VCD-player so well as though he
worked in the
factory where they were
manufactured.
In no time,
Kenneth and Kelvin who is also
my elder brother, started bringing
home movies which
were mostly Hollywood movies
we commonly
called “American films.”
After dinner every evening, they
would slot the
disc in and we all would sit
down
and watch the
pictures on the screen like faithful believers
listening to the pastor.
Only
Kenneth, Kelvin and
Osarugue, my only elder sister,
sat on the dirty
brown sofas we had then. The rest of us pinned our soft
buttocks to the hard floor.
……………
But i never knew what was coming my
way.
To be Continued….
LINKS TO AVAILABLE EPISODES
EPISODE 2 [SCROLL DAWN]
EPISODE 2
I have seven siblings from two
mothers and one
father. My father married my
stepmother after my
mother was unable to give birth
to a child after six years of marriage. As if controlled
by some external spirit, my
mother
took in few months after my
stepmother was
brought home by my father. However, my
stepmother was already
pregnant. Kenneth my
eldest brother was born by my
stepmother before
Osarugue, my sister, was born.
Kelvin came next from my
stepmother’s womb,
and then I did from my mother’s.
My mother took
over the baton completely by
giving birth to two other children -Victory and Nosa-
giving her a
perfect number of two males and
two females. My
stepmother balanced the
equation by giving birth to a set of female twin twelve years after
I was
born. Father was hardly ever at
home while I was
growing up, and even up till
now, he is rarely at home. He spent more time away
doing business
than taking care of us at home.life was
sweet. Really sweet,playing with my brothers
and sisters.
People said polygamous homes are not
peaceful but our own home broke that
theory.We lived in peace that strangers
can never notice the home was polygamous.
They always allowed us
play anything we wanted to.They
never had time to follow us around or
spy on us since they were always busy
breaking melon and should i say
gossiping. Our father
only spent four
days in a month with us, until
recently he
increased it to six days. He claims
he is doing his best to ensure we have a good life.
I never had time to be
with my dad,to know and learn things
from him,just like other children. I
appreciate
his efforts though, but it is unwise to
shop a shoe for a foot that has been cut off from
the body.
From one movie to
another, the TV became
irresistible. Sometimes, we would
watch movies up till midnight before my
stepmother would send
us out of the living room like
tenants owing rent. ……..
To be continued….I Sight You @samnolimit …Bring It On .
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