?HER DARLING BOYFRIND (8)?18+
?By Author Joy ?
Paying for my foolish act is never a problem to me, although I know it will affect me but I’ve never thought of breaking Bella’s heart in such a way.
I met her where she was, I was happy she hasn’t gone home yet. I asked her to go home with me looking exhausted. She obeyed me, that was when I realized she’s a good lady but I’ve messed up already.
We both arrived at my house, she could tell the sour expression on my face and demanded for the reason. I have many things to tell her.
I sat her down and watch her innocent face, should I cry for hurting someone who spent her breathe and time on me? I deserve a big blow.
I held her close to me, I felt like kiss but my offense ruin my heart. I closed my eyes, she kissed me softly and I responded eagerly.
My body is faster than me, I we quickly slip my hands to her blouse and kiss her deeply. Carried her to the bed, unlike before we don’t spend much time on bed but that very day was great. I released on her without knowing.
Few minutes when later, I cleaned her up and sat with her, she knew something is wrong but couldn’t dictate it.
“Bella” I said, she was shocked when I called her by her name. The sugar names have lost and loose their thirst so I had to be plane to her.
“I really mean no harm, I’ve never thought of hurting you before but it has happened. I’m scared it might be over between us. I don’t worth you, you deserve a honest and responsible person ”
She was confused, I know she’d be confused. I explained everything to her including the night I asked Mitchell to sleep at the guest room.
She did not react, I felt guilty the more. She sat quiet without saying a word to me “Bella I’m so sorry, I’ve discovered you are the best but it’s too late. Your dad knows about this and he talked about loosing my job. ” I said.
I noticed tear dropping at one side of her eye, “please will you ever forgive me? ” I asked
She sat in silent for a while before speaking out “my heart is with you already but you have turn it the way it pleases you….. ” I stopped her by placing my hands on her lips.
“I’m sorry for all, find a place in your heart to forgive me ” I said amidst tears.
” I have a question to ask you ” she said, o was eager to hear her question
“go ahead ” I said
“Do you st,,,IL l,,,, ove?” she stammered
to be continued